suki demo ii desu ka??

hell...hell..it was like a hell for me..feeling awkward...depress again...
c'mon...when will this going to end...
i can't concentrate on anything now...no mood for work...no mood for everything....damn it...
Adeline!!!!! all the method u taught me is not working anymore!!!!! fuck it !!fuck it!! fuck it!!!.....sorry...u probably got piss off by me already...nvm...

well...i had seen ppl falling in love...ppl breaking off...
so much....and now...got 1 friend of mine...just fall in love with a good friend of mine...i gona be a middle person again...
if my help really works..and if they got together...whaz...how nice it would be...=)
or maybe i should quit shatec and be a full time matchmaker...-_-
you seee...i feel happy when ppl around are happy...making ppl together...kinda cool huh??
alright...hopefully the friend of mine and the wadever...gets along well...i mean....if they really get together...they would last long and happy!yeahz...

so...i went to the coffeeshop nearby my house...to have the usual kopi-O time...it happen to be weird...how come a monk keep staring at me...ya..the monk who always came to the coffeeshop and asking for some donation thingy...and..i smile at him...
he came over to my table asking me whether he could join me for a drink...
i agree with it...and treat him a drink...actually...is just a glass of warm water....thats what he wants only...( monk dun drink soft drink mehz??)....we didnt really talk much....but he said something to me in chinese before he went off....

'you have to forgive before you can forget it'......

i was like -______-
how the hell he know it...he just smile and walk away...

okay...now this phrase had been bothering me now....i am fustrated!!!!!!!!!!!


okie....Terence....i do understand how u feel right now...try to smile more...and eventually u will feel better...think of what i had told you...try it...
it defintely plus a garantee chop that it will turn out to be good...=)


okie...going to rosette now...
Ja ne!!