trying to make myself laugh...smile....make myself happy...but it seem like no use at all...once i quiet down...all the pain..agony...hurts...just came back....its not getting better....its getting worst each day....

what did i done wrong....why do people push me to the end of this world....

why am i born with this fucking shit emotional heart..i hate it!!!!
people fool me around..even the damn fucking god fool me around!!

i really hate myself....hate to the core...

STOP FOOLING ME AROUND!!! JUST END MY LIFE STRAIGHT!!!