damn it.........
i'm feeling really damn fuck up .....
whats the point for me acting to be normal person...i mean..i feel happy when i act like a fool...but when i'm alone....all the fuck up feeling just came back to me....
really hope that something hit my head and i lost all my memory...or i just smoke until i die lahz...
asking me to forgive and forget....whats the point....okay..i forgive....but i couldn't forget ...so what if i forget....the fuck up feeling will be still there!
the trainer said i need to buck up alittle bit....saying that i didnt do what...good job or what the fucking shit....
how you suppose me to work properly when so much things happen to me...how u expect me to be when i keep seeing her....all these fucking shit had been bothering me and affecting my life....saying i always MIA....i really dun wish to stay any second longer inside that fuck up kitchen and see her...
must well fail me lahz....ask the italian guy to expel me better...i dun wish to stay any longer in this screwed up place...seeing her ..is like...torturing me!!
okay..u got what u want...u have all your say....so is it enough?? u been splitting all shit around..saying what...i'm that kind of person who wants to have sexuality relationship...okay..fine..i let u say until all you want...let u be the princess infront of all ppl.....and i be a screwed up shit...fine?? happy??? but 1 thing...i NEVER EVER let u down or cheated you before....now i know why am i your 20th boyfriend...
must well u say u nvr love me before....!!! i just can't imagine that u girls can use words to say..' i have no feeling for you and my love to you has faded..okay lets break off'"...screw u all !!!
whats the point for me acting to be normal person...i mean..i feel happy when i act like a fool...but when i'm alone....all the fuck up feeling just came back to me....
really hope that something hit my head and i lost all my memory...or i just smoke until i die lahz...
asking me to forgive and forget....whats the point....okay..i forgive....but i couldn't forget ...so what if i forget....the fuck up feeling will be still there!
the trainer said i need to buck up alittle bit....saying that i didnt do what...good job or what the fucking shit....
how you suppose me to work properly when so much things happen to me...how u expect me to be when i keep seeing her....all these fucking shit had been bothering me and affecting my life....saying i always MIA....i really dun wish to stay any second longer inside that fuck up kitchen and see her...
must well fail me lahz....ask the italian guy to expel me better...i dun wish to stay any longer in this screwed up place...seeing her ..is like...torturing me!!
okay..u got what u want...u have all your say....so is it enough?? u been splitting all shit around..saying what...i'm that kind of person who wants to have sexuality relationship...okay..fine..i let u say until all you want...let u be the princess infront of all ppl.....and i be a screwed up shit...fine?? happy??? but 1 thing...i NEVER EVER let u down or cheated you before....now i know why am i your 20th boyfriend...
must well u say u nvr love me before....!!! i just can't imagine that u girls can use words to say..' i have no feeling for you and my love to you has faded..okay lets break off'"...screw u all !!!


























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